I've been so used to certain things than when change is in front of me i become a skeptic. I start to wonder how real is the change and how long will it last. Is it temporary or permanent? I become fixated on trying to figure out what is really happening? Once i find out that the change is real and here to stay, that's when i start to slowly put my wall down. Cus you know, there's no point in my letting my wall down for change that isn't here to stay.

I'm very well reserved. I like to read and study people. I'll study you well enough to the point where i know whether or not i can trust you. If i can't trust you i'll keep you close and never share any intimate stories with you. If i do trust you, i'll tell you everything...in due time.

Be patient with me.

When i look into your eyes i see:

hope
a future
love
happiness
kindness
peace
security
will
power
sincerety
excitement
warmth
eternity

A million words between us will never be enough. I don't want to rush what we have because i don't want to run out of time. But if time does run out, I'll breathe you in and hold you in forever. I hope you'll still look at me and feel the same way about me a year from now, three years from now, four kids from now, and forevermore. I pray we never run out of time.

I'll keep you young at heart while we become old lovers together.

This one is for you...

How is it so that you can tell how much love and care a person has for you just by staring into their eyes? Is it fair that I know what's in front of me is a good thing. How do i know i'm not just enjoying this new thing momentarily? And then what?

With my flaws and all you still call me beautiful.

I've never had anyone tell me repeatedly how beautiful i am [expect my mother] and mean it.
I've never had anyone long for me without first meeting my acquaintance.

All of the things i don't yet know about you, i'm intrigued to learn.

I want to become you. I want to be able to read your face and know when something is the matter before you even open your mouth to speak. I want to be your best friend.

You've known me longer than i've known you. You refer to me in your future as "we" and i know that you mean it.

Thank you for making me feel the way you're making me feel.

Thank you for being sincere.

I think you're beautiful too.

I like it.

I love it.

I'll support you. I'll turn your frowns to smiles. I'll care for you. I'll dance for you. I'll love you. Forever.

You're Beautiful

It's true.

Reay For Love

I am ready for love
Why are you hiding from me
I'd quickly give my freedom
To be held in your captivity

I am ready for love
All of the joy and the pain
And all the time that it takes
Just to stay in your good grace
Lately I've been thinking
Maybe you're not ready for me
Maybe you think I need to learn maturity
They say watch what you ask for
Cause you might receive
But if you ask me tomorrow
I'll say the same thing

I am ready for love
Would you please lend me your ear?
I promise I won't complain
I just need you to acknowledge I am here

If you give me half a chance
I'll prove this to you
I will be patient, kind, faithful and true
To a man who loves music
A man who loves art
Respect's the spirit world
And thinks with his heart

I am ready for love
If you'll take me in your hands
I will learn what you teach
And do the best that I can

I am ready for love
Here with an offering of
My voice
My Eyes
My soul
My mind

Tell me what is enough
To prove I am ready for love

I am ready