I've been so used to certain things than when change is in front of me i become a skeptic. I start to wonder how real is the change and how long will it last. Is it temporary or permanent? I become fixated on trying to figure out what is really happening? Once i find out that the change is real and here to stay, that's when i start to slowly put my wall down. Cus you know, there's no point in my letting my wall down for change that isn't here to stay.

I'm very well reserved. I like to read and study people. I'll study you well enough to the point where i know whether or not i can trust you. If i can't trust you i'll keep you close and never share any intimate stories with you. If i do trust you, i'll tell you everything...in due time.

Be patient with me.