March 28

::sigh::
A year ago today i lost a very good best friend of mine, CC. I don't think anyone really understands how much i was hurt by his passing. How can someone that i just saw at my dorm sipping on some and cracking jokes be gone a couple hours later? I remember Kenny being frustrated and kept on saying that we were wasting time sitting in my dorm because he wanted to get to the party. I remember the words that were said the last night i was with you (the night of), i remember what you had on, i remember it all. I even remember the fact that i aimed you at 1:14am for Samantha because she wanted to know where you were and if you were still coming back to the Ridge. I've had you and Kenny's name in my away message for a year now, not once taking it off. I told myself that i would though, when a year was up. Lol, Stephen would even hit me up saying "why cc ain't on your away anymore?" and i would say "he is, aim is trippin and not showing the whole thing." I miss you soooo much that my words cannot even express how i feel. I remember the nights in Kamall's room where the two of you would be freestyling and clowning on each other. I remember the one Saturday that Lisa and I came over and Nez was in the kitchen throwing down and i had to step in to make sure he was doing the right thing. I miss the nights we would all hang out chillin doing nothing but chopping it up. Lol, i even remember the night you and Trisha smoked together on the balcony. And then i remember when you would tell me that you were stressed out and how much you loved your Mother. I can't help but smile as i think back on the good times and talks we've had. I remember Trisha asking you what CC was short for and you said you couldn't tell us, so we said we would call you Chocolate Cakes. I remember when you would do your stripper dances and said your stripper name would be Chocolate Thunder. And how all the time you were always brushing your waves and i still have the brush you left over. The last thing you wrote was on the paper i had hanging on the wall and you signed your name on it. I remember that after the party i was standing outside taking pictures and you told me not to take any of you, chump. I miss the rides in the Impala. I miss you dearly and would do anything to have you with me here again. We all miss you.


R.I.P Clifton Hibbert & Kenneth Patterson
1986-2008 1985-2008
<3 always