Destructive Obiedience: Resisting Its Effects

"Power is never permanent, and ultimately, victory often goes to those who stand for freedom and decency rather than those who wish to control the lives of their fellow human beings."

Lauryn Hill - I Get Out

I won't support your lie no more, i won't even try no more
if i have to die o Lord that's how i choose to live
you just wanna use me, you say love then abuse me
you never thought you'd lose me but how quickly we forget

i get out
i want out of social bondage
knowing my condition is the reason i must change
i don't care if you're upset, i can care less if you're upset.

Inner Struggles

Katharine McPhee - Over It
This song has been on repeat since it was randomly in the mix of my R&B station on Pandora. I love it and can't get enough.

When it hurts so bad

I cried every night before i went to sleep for a while... and now i don't anymore.
I couldn't stand to listen to slow jams because i always thought of you... now i sing along as if i'm on a stage



oh na na, what's my name?


because of what i have been through, i am a phenomenal woman.


just a side thought: at what point does your child know not to tell others outside what is going on inside of your family? is it like an unwritten/unspoken rule that we all eventually acquire at a certain age? idk

I hope you have a f**king miserable life

Please excuse the explicitness of this post title. Sometimes you just have to come out of your shell only to re-enter it anew.

I'm listening to some feel good music right now, The Foreign Exchange.

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Dear Self,

I am doing better from when i last checked in. I think i just came to terms with the fact that i am single again. It took me a good almost two months but it is what it is.



keep it funky, P&P