So my cousin just sent me this heartfelt and real message on facebook and it made me think. Here's an excerpt "Think about all the things you have done in darkness or the skeletons that you may have in your closet bc we all keep them from our loved ones because we are ashamed."
I've been asking God for change in my life and telling him that i am ready. But recently, i finally listened and heard the signs saying that i am indeed not as ready as i say i am. I'm saying that i'm ready for change but my actions speak/show otherwise. So until my actions show change is only when i will receive the change that i am asking for in God's time. It's just as simple as it reads. Until i make the changes i want to see in myself can there truly be a real change to my existence in life. Too much has been going on in the past month and i have told myself not to worry, and i'm not. I know very well that patience is a virtue and i'm not on my time, i'm on HIS. As much as i would like instant gratification right now it wouldn't seem as sweet when it does arrive if i do not wait for it. My situation right now isn't as bad as others i've been through and i still fought throughout it all and came out VICTORIOUS THROUGH HIM.
Be blessed,
P&P